Tag: mixed feelings

• Me Myself & I

  I recently went out on a date not too (too) long ago and while it was a fun time, not to mention me having a good time for once, I must admit I thought I would’ve felt more happy or something in good company. All I could think about was all the shit I had…

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  January 31, 2018

  Random Thoughts, rants and raves, Updates and What’s Happenings

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• Randon Thoughts of Melancholy

  I ripped a piece of my self out… I can never get it back. Why? I hate this feeling now. I can’t stop crying. What’s worse is that the one person who could pray for me is gone. It’s pathetic even that I can’t even dedicate all of my tears to her… Where they belong.…

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  March 10, 2014

  2014 Archives, Random Thoughts, Writing on the Wall

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• The Moment in Longing

  To be falling so fast To lose my advantage To fall so sudden I now feel blissfully damaged Am I awake from sleeping for so long Who am I when I look at my reflection My heart, my womb feeling pierced To give it away with no protection I am sitting here looking down But…

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  October 29, 2013

  2013 Archives, Poems, Writing on the Wall

  creativity, drunken insomniac, drunken insomniac writer, emotions, mixed feelings, on my mind, poem, poetry, writing on the wall