Poem of thought 69

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It’s 2 in the morning

After the drinks my words are slurring

All of a sudden my mind is racing

I don’t know what these demons are I’m chasing

I am the definition of a drunken Insomniac

I guess now is the best time to see where my mind is at

These words I choose to say

Are better left said while you sleep The Night Away

I’m not sure what’s going on inside of me

But every version of my personality is antsy and aching

I have so much shit I want to say to you

About the intense things I want to do to you

But I’m not sure if I’m ready to commit

A part of me wants to just say fuck it

I know deep down in my soul I’m not ready for something serious and I don’t deny it

I just want you inside of me, serious shit

I know I know it’s wrong to feel this way

It’s taking everything to work so hard to hide away

All of all of my urges are so strong right now

Escaping every bit of strength to keep those parts of me down

I know it’s probably the alcohol talking shit

And my mind and my body are far from in sync

I’m not sure how my words are even rhyming right now

I can’t even tell the difference between a noun and a vowel

I’m fighting the last inside of me and trying hard to stay abstinent

But your words are implanted in my brain and now I want the rest of it

For weeks we’ve been building up tension

For years I thought something that I shouldn’t even mention

I set rules in place to keep my heart safe

But my libido has something else different to say

Maybe one day I’ll look back and think I’m doing the wrong thing

But I rather saying wrong things then to regret doing nothing

So I’m going to let the chips fall where they may

And let this tequila pick the words I’m going to say

Fuck the rules fuck what they have to say

It’s time I do what makes me happy and now I want to play

No more writer’s block.

The only thing I want to say right now is don’t stop

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